what you feel?

                                   Do you feel?

what do you feel? You feel because you feel or you feel because you want to feel? There idealized feelings, things that poets and writers put on our head, things that we miss and need to feel, even though he never had anything like it. Such feelings are, or would just create idle minds? Second choice for me. We live in an eternal quest for idealized feelings, as if we were nonexistent for treasures, like digging holes in bunds. And we're always wanting to feel. We want so strongly, we do not know if we're feeling real or whether we're trying too hard, doing everything possible to believe that we made, happily e. .. feeling things. Sometimes I find myself feeling nothing or almost nothing, even when all I want is to feel something. Both want to feel that pretty much believe in my own lie. I believe so strongly that I just feel that feeling, when in fact feel anything.